more sad gurl poems…
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Sitting across from you at the corner booth
I look deep
into your eyes
Something I've done a million times
Somehow this time feels different
I can feel my body syncing with yours
My nervous system relaxing
No random thoughts
Fully present
Wanting to slow down time
You turn your phone over to show me something
The clock showing us it's 2:22 p.m.
You laugh because you already know the numbers bring me peace
Even if you don't understand why
The way you make sure I'm taken care of
Fills every void in my body My nervous system relaxing
No random thoughts
Fully present
Wanting to slow down time
So familiar
Unknown to each other in this world
You still take care of my heart
As if you've held it with so much care before
In another dimension we connected
Connection so deep it transfers to the current realm
Unable to disconnect from you
I sit with the feelings of your love I close my eyes and see you Looking deep into your eyes
I can feel how you see me for who I am
Connected to one another
My nervous system relaxing
No random thoughts
Fully present
Wanting to slow down
arriba de la azotea
The sky was blue with a flow of pink and orange
The birds were chipping
The trees dancing as the wind created their music
Arriba de la azotea
En las sillas de mi abuela
I asked you to hold my hands
Your hands holding mine
Our fingers intertwined
Creando una conexión
Dándole vida a algo que ya estaba allí
Our energies dancing together
Waves of purple
Creating our fire
Te lei tus cartas
Tarot
Giving you clarity and self insight
You told me all about how the card pulls were really hitting
I knew nothing about you
Other than everything i was feeling when i felt you close
Familiarity, like i had known you all my life
Sharing moments in paradise
Our connection ran between the earth, the moon, the sun, and our hearts
Feeling like it was just yesterday
All our memories haunting me
Attempting to forget
To move on
Pero me regreso
A ese dia arriba de la azotea
Cuando me sentía arriba del mundo
